Monday, June 30, 2003
i feel sad...
*my lola's really weak and sick at the moment..
*i miss peachy..
*i feel the stress creeping up unto my body as seconds grow.
*everyone's really worried about lola (including me).
*my ate has book 5. (harsh man!)
*i'm a freaking procrastinator.
*i've failed 3 (i think) quizzes already.
*cant point it all out.
*im such a freak ass! dang..
help.. erg. sad noh? im not really deppressed. just sad. and stressed.
eka's right. junior year in hight is very turbulent. fuck! i need discipline.
i'm such a freak man! i should go.
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Thursday, June 26, 2003
this is cool. bago na bloggger. wahoo! hurrah for me!ü smile smile..
anyone wanna help me write a tagalog poem about pagibig sa bayang tinubuan(or something like that)? anyone? hassle noh? erg. its for our music class. for the songfest. duhrr! fine noh. waste my time. as if my poem'll ever get picked. harr. whatever.
garabe.. we had freshmen day knina. there was this class who danced and they were dancing like the sex bomb dancers. *blech**anti karma chingching*
isn't it weird how people know their selves so much that they have no hesitations whatsoever about how to act? i guess i'm just not like them.
eek! talk about random breakouts.
ooh! my shoes are clean na! kasi i think it was this tuesday when alanna dropped iced tea at my feet. rarrr.. kahiya ever.
anyhoooo, i have to go.. i know its hella early for dinner but im hungry.. heehee..
ciao!
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this is cool. bago na bloggger. wahoo! hurrah for me!ü smile smile..
anyone wanna help me write a tagalog poem about pagibig sa bayang tinubuan(or something like that)? anyone? hassle noh? erg. its for our music class. for the songfest. duhrr! fine noh. waste my time. as if my poem'll ever get picked. harr. whatever.
garabe.. we had freshmen day knina. there was this class who danced and they were dancing like the sex bomb dancers. *blech**anti karma chingching*
isn't it weird how people know their selves so much that they have no hesitations whatsoever about how to act? i guess i'm just not like them.
eek! talk about random breakouts.
ooh! my shoes are clean na! kasi i think it was this tuesday when alanna dropped iced tea at my feet. rarrr.. kahiya ever.
anyhoooo, i have to go.. i know its hella early for dinner but im hungry.. heehee..
ciao!
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Wednesday, June 25, 2003
man! this is such a relief. this is the first time we dont't have any homeworks asigned. *thank god! i've been hella tired with school. i swear! these 2 weeks have been really stressful and tiring. there's been a great demand to get back on track and fix up. erg! hassle ng mundo.
at least there's still time to fool 'round during breaks. *smiles* waha. magkasawaan na sa barkada. yun nga lang.. haven't been spending much time with other people. i miss talking to tooteners. and astrid. and peachy.. *sigh*
erg! am i shallow? just a question.. kasi i have a tendency to cry during sharings... erg talaga.. ang weakling. fuck it! i'll try not crying next time.. erg talaga. isa akong whatever sa mundo.. waha..
ooh! started reading harry potter and the order of the pheonix.. so far................ no comment. waha.. sharing.. but he's old na.. la lang.
astig! sir ron, our chem teacher played seasons of love earlier.. astig tlaga! waha.. was trying not to sing along. what a freak. man! (fyi: listening to it right now. waha. it doesnt leave the player anymore. waha.. pathetic ass.)
dme na ah. im a.... weakling, freak, and a pathetic ass. *blurts out a huge laugh* laboooo...
astig! we wasted 2 periods knina cause of this orientation shit.. la lang.. eh it was good kc i didnt have a research on st. francis de sales din eh.. hehe. saya. *grins*. i like sister teresita. she's a good principal. she does her job. and well. hehe. sherrrring.. *SMILES*
anyway, i have to go..
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Monday, June 23, 2003
argh! exang bagal ng net! fudge... kagulo na kelangan ko gwin.. pakshet. erg. ang creepy ng webcam. kaconcious.. feeling mo they're taking pictures of you. nyeeeek.. i have to be poised. waha. poised my ass. ang stupid ko! i misspelled pangaea.. erg. i spelled it pangea. stuoid stupid! erg.
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Sunday, June 22, 2003
call me pathetic but my mind still lingers on the memories engraved on my mind on my birthday. i know. stop calling me conceited cause you have no idea what it is im freaking feeling.
argh. there really is no need to be bitchy. i need to get my mind straight for my essay! the freaking essay on who i really am! my ass! argh!
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Friday, June 20, 2003
great. rain falls hella hard. we might not go out anymore. just buy food and eat here. ;( sad sad.
whatever.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY INNA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABLOG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORINA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAYLE!
who else?
dme eh..
anyway, katouch mga tao today. like jian... she stayed up until midnight to greet me. she called me sa cell pa! tas today her eyes were so droopy. wala lang. sweet nga eh. and si aves! she brought a candle and a lighter thinga-majig and i blew the candle! (with m&m's din!) waheeee.. and.. and.. peachy and sam got me a CARD! waha..
and! of course! my barkada! they got us a cake and tina gave us flowers! and syempre.. card signed by everyone.. waheee..
we're going out today. *smiles*
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Tuesday, June 17, 2003
second day of school.
yes, i am surviving these dragging days of school.
room? 8
how's my class? behaved. pfft! whatever. but we have been. find it weird nga eh. i guess you can say that our class isnt bonded yet. but im sure everything'll turn up right.
teachers? others are fine. others are boring. others are interesting. others are new. others are *ahem* barok... havent met all of them yet, though.
work load? annoying. a lot. and we still are expecting more. Ö
people? it was really nice *oh my god! lightning!* seeing people again. i really missed them.
what else? nothing more to say. Ö
i shall stop. i miss peachy. pffft. and.... people. *wek!
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Monday, June 16, 2003
tsss.. i survived the first day of school. how fun!
ms de castro's our homeroom adviser. sherrring. and guess who our geom teacher is???? *hint* horhorhorhorhor,, where's my HONKEY? yup, castilla. bwaha! how.... weird. my class is okay. not too boring but we're not exactly outgoing yet. bwaha.
anyway, im not supposed to be doing this...
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Sunday, June 15, 2003
isang tulog nalang!!!!!! noooo! this cannot be happening!
this summer have just been GREAT! i swear! i had a bomb. i was trying to enumerate the things and events that happened to me and i actually felt weird that i might leave something out. garabe. this summer was the greatest ever! *grins widely at self*
garabe, i feel sooo overwhelmed at what i've been through this summer. i've had a chance to mingle and be friends with great people. mostly, i've had my time to get to known better and spend more time with people that i havent had the chance to.
like pia and lala... heck, we've been through a lot. i swear! we've been together since the beginning and we will be till hell freezes. and my barkada in bicol. you know how you have these friends for starters and they end up being there for you just to have fun with and accept you? the kind of friends that always sees you as who they who saw ypu as before? basta. it just feels so good to have real friends with you. *huge, lost grin*
and of course! i actually had time to spend with ate alu! i sooo love her. this summer means a lot. i swear. since she's in law school, we really wont be seeing much of each other. her classes are usually at 3-9 in the evening and she has class at 9-5 during saturdays. at sunday? she has to study. darn. i am sooo going to miss her.*deep sigh*
and.. i just dont feel ready to end my wonderful summer. but i guess its time that i give myself a good slap and end it all here.
My Last Day of Summer.
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Thursday, June 12, 2003
2 days to go.. before school starts. * ;c * (i am still sooooo not ready for this!Ö i've been a huge bum and i like it.)
7 days to go.. before my birthday. * :D *(do i sound conceited? i prefer not to. im just... psyched! bear with me.)
anyway, was just checking my mail and all i usually get are forwarded messages and i rarely stumble upon enough patience to read them, but i found myself reading a certain forwarded mail.
read:
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
isnt it fun how true it sounds? heehee. sharing.
ooh! i watched maalaala mo kaya earlier. it was about tita shwaring's (spelling???) story. *uyy, chum kme.* it was sad. not im-gonna-cry-now sad but oh-my-god-that-is-sad sad.
here, i'll explain. eh he was gay and one of her fan betty "fell" in love with him and made pikot. tas they got married and had 6 children. during this time the gay dude was having diff. boyfriends. mga tanga! tas he had this certain boyfriend, dino. tas he was always off going places and when he returned, he found out that dino and his wife was having an affair! whoa! kaexagan sa mundo! waha.
ooh! try nio toh.. i was awed but this freakin thing! astig! waha.. babaw ever! http://mr-31238.mr.valuehost.co.uk/assets/Flash/psychic.swf
we're going to tagaytay tomorrow! we'll stay ther over night. ate abey's coming!ü funny nga eh kc sbe nia to kuya abel that she's going to stay in a hotel nlang daw while we're away. kuya abel made kwento and he was like, "Ewan ko nga dun eh! Baliw!" harr. funny lang. (FYI: ate abey's family is at the states na.)
so there. this is a pretty long entry. ama stop. we're supposed to be leaving at 8 eh. wee! cant wait!
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Tuesday, June 03, 2003
argh! the other table wont update! agh! agh! agh! this sucks..
the traffic in katipunan is killing me! rarrr..
anyway, saw how to lose a guy in 10 days! woohoo! be proud! waha. kate hudson has no boobs! garabe! haha.. she was really pretty and all. the movie was really funny.. heehee. astig. matthew was really cute.. (uyy.. chum kme..) haha. we watched with ate abey and kuya abel. my sisters were supposed to watch with us.. BUT NO! they wet shopping! without me! rarrr. asar tlaga. lapit na birthday nmen tas cla shopping. haller! tas mama still owes us pants. kc she bought us pants from old navy and they were too big so my sisters were the ones who ended up using em. mama said she'll buy us new pairs nlang daw. agh! this was a long time ago ah. and where are my new pants? NOWHERE! waha.. oh well. mama promised to take us shopping though. *face beams up*.
BULLSHIT! haha..
tickets for the show's sold out. how many people are expected from our family? 11.. (mama, papa, ate, telu, ate ak, kuya abel, kuya migs, ate abey, may, tya santa, lola.) and how many tickets do we have? 4. yup. how pathetic. whatever.
i like my ate's new shoes. hopefully they fit me. harr. she got them at shoe salon. garabe ate ko. muka nang sapatos. she has tons! not exactly a bad thing, but i was just pointing it out. heehee. ate alu's shoes are really nice. bass.. it was on sale. i think she got around a thousand bucks off din, so that was a good buy. basta! grabeng mga shopping. agh! oh well.
tomorrow's our technical and dress rehearsal at ccp. so tomorrow, we sleep at the condo. kc we get off at 10 na eh. so there. hopefully anica and abiog can come. waha..
i have to go shopping! waaah! i need new jeans, SHOES! , i actually want nike shox or another sneakers. pink ones naman. whadaya think? waha.. agh.. and i really want a new phone. as if its not enough that i have to share a phone no! but we still have no credits! waaaah! haha..
i really have to go. i need some sleep. so, ama retire now.
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Monday, June 02, 2003
man! what is up with the template? it wont update.. the fuck! sorry.. its really screwed.. sorry..
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i have news!
happy:: ate abey is here na! weee! and my birthday's malapit na.. and i've seen jian, sam and peachy na.. woohoo!
sad:: sam cant make it to our recital. which is really sad. i'm kinda bummed but that's alright i guess. she has plans na for that day eh. oh well. and.. baka if ever we decide on having a party it might be on the 21st, which is sam's recital. agh! bummer!
anyhoo.. this day has been really dragging and tiring. i woke up at mga 9 or whatever kc ate alu asked me to join her bring papa at the airport tas antay kme dun until mama's flight arrives. well, that's what we did. after, we went home. tas jazz.. tas galle. i saw a lot of people.. harr.. sherring..
uh, grabe, i dunno what's up with me but i'm really tired and all but i'm still awake and its 3 in the morning already. great. fuck. i feel a bit odd. actually, i feel bad. i feel numb. and i feel stupid. and i feel... dead. weird noh? laboo.. har.. havent been talking much din. mainly because my throat feels so dry. what the hell?
we were looking around at galle knina. kme nlang ni inna natira. whatever. tas we were headed towards nike park when we saw ate sons and her parents dining at sushi ya. heehee. tito aksed us to eat with them pa. harr.. eh we just ate. hehe.. and besides, kahiya. (FYI: ate sons is my ate's best friend).
someone tell me why this is happening. weird eh. yokoh nito..
by the way, val.. thanks for signing the guestbook! uh, i actually know you but we've never really been introduced. sherring.. thanks anyway.. take care..
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Sunday, June 01, 2003
happy birthday best bud!!!! love you sooo much! thanks for the treat!!! heehee.
happy birthday jian!!! harrr.. patawad sa lahat ng kalabuan.. heehee..
grabe! two days in a row na birthday! waaah! baka di na maniwala si papa.. harr. labas ever! *sigh*.. these two grils here are the best! syempre! haha.. i love them both soo much! ngak. syempre si peachy! she's my best bud! duhrr! she's the type of person who's always there for you. ready for heavy words and good advices and hella lot of kwentos. si jian.. haha! labuan ever! basta when you're around her you'd feel really free to be yourself. ewan.. basta.. labooo.. why the heck am i eve doing this? labooo.. basta you guys ar the best!!!! *kisses*..
ooh! was with peachy last night.. actually, from jazz, we went to galle to meet up with peachy. tito papa abiog took us (me, inna, anica and biogee) there. we got there mga 6 na yata. then we literally hung out at great image. we were supposed to get our picture taken pro we decided otherwise. haha. we sat there for around 15 minutes na. haha.. kapal. nilalait pa nmen pictures nla.. haha.. *meany*.. oh well. tas we walked around looking for a place to eat. tas iana joined us and inna went with my kuyas and my cousin to watch a movie.
we ended up eating at dulcineas. (sbe ni eeny miny at ni moe eh..).. we ordered FRESH FRUIT SHAKE!! haha.. shempre tuwa ang bruhang may birthday kc pink yung drink. babaw ever! haha..
after eating we went around looking for peachy's "masayang sapatos".. anica and abiog had to go na.. and without finding such shoes, peachy's ate said they were malapit na.. tas i told kuya abel. he said wait lang daw ako sa starbucks. they'll be out by 10. duhrr! eh it was 9 something palng and i had no money.. ohmaih! so peachy said pasundo nalang ako sa a veneto's sa libis. so un.. epal sa family dinner. haha. labo nga eh. i thought their car was white when i got in tas when i got out it was yellow pala.. haha.. laboo..
uh, sinundo nla ako.. hehe.. we were supposed to go to shopwise pa to look for peachy's bunny but my sundo was there na..so i had to go home na..
anyhoo, last night katext ko si jian.. eh tagal na nmen nipagaawayan kung kela birthday nia. tas i was really confused na kung kelan.. hala na! i thought june 2 na talaga so i didnt greet her yet.. tas ewan.. DI SHA NAGREPLY!
tas when i woke up kninang morning katext ko lit cia tas she mentioned ewan.. tas eioun.. kaweirdohan.. ang sama ko! haha. nipgkalat ko pamandin na june 2 birthday nia.. heehee.. tas i called her.. nigreet ko na tlaga! harr. tas away pa kme cause she said i was the one who didnt reply last night. duhrr! cia kaya! harr. there. im too talkative. i should stop.
well, maybe not yet.. har.. agie, my...ano ba?relative.. the little kid who kept sticking her tounge out to me and who doesnt like me called a few minutes ago.. laboo.. whatever.. as if there was a need for you to know that..
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