'Cuase I'm a train wreck waiting to happen.


SPARKLE.

Thursday, August 28, 2003

Oh yeah! We played softball while raining. How cool is that? I had this crep paper tied on to my hair tas I didnt notice it until it started raining and it was sticking on to my neck. *Gross. Whatever. I got to hit a few balls. Maui lost my ball. She hit it on to the Gym's roof. Dang. So is she good or is she good? Oh yeah! Go Maui! Galing mo! *Cheers from everyone. Almost everyone there were from our team 2 years ago. Stig.

What else do I say? We are soo not doing anything tomorrow. We just gonna chill & talk in Tagalog. Haha..

Ooh! Sweet ng brother ko. He asked us to type this thing for his project or whatever 'cause he's got to attend this "meeting" in La Vista and he asked us what we wanted him to bring home. I love my kuyas! *Grins.

The front part of the car we drew earilier for Homeroom was phat! Haha. You know why? 'Cause I mainly drew it. Haha. It happened to look like a limo! Woohoo! And I included the San Gad. Oh yeah! There goes The Republic. Haha.

Everyone brought a hella lot of food earlier. Woohoo! Fun! At first we thought we had little rice tas people (including me) ended up buying rice from the canteen &we never finished it.

That's about it for the day.

Ooh! One more...

Huge Frustration: I did not see Mars. Rarrrr....

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Wednesday, August 27, 2003

Wee! We're having our "fiesta" for filipino tom. Gross.. Talk about a shallow girl excited for a party. Haha. Oh well. At least I'm not all too banal. Eew! Walang sense yun. Whatever.

They're telling me the try-outs for softball's tomorrow. Hell. It's fun having to play softball again. I haven't played in what, a year? Haha. Fun! Hope I get in the team. We played last Monday and I ended up with an aching friggin body! Rarrr.. My arm still hurts.

I am hella bored.

I miss Anica and Abiog. Really, I do. (Hear that dudes?) Rarrrr...

I am friggin excited for the field trip. Haha. Ang loser. Wanna know who else is a loser? Si yah. Haha. She's so freakin trivial.

anyway, I have to go.

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Monday, August 25, 2003

Got the results for my exams today. Alright... Not as low as I expected them to be. Oh well...

What else do I say? The tag board's back. Again.

Eka lost her friggin phone. Sad... I miss her already. Argh! I swear! I'm not used to not having my curly-haired tecson beside me. *Mushy ever... Haha... Whatever.

I wanna go to the field trip na.ü Wee!

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Friday, August 22, 2003

Irita yung tag-board. *Hurmph.. I am bored and tired. I should sleep.

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Thursday, August 21, 2003

I am freaking pissed. Argh! This boredom isnt taking me anywhere pleasant.

I am such a freak.

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Di nawalay na si kan der si kan do.
Di nawalay na si kan der si kan do.
Mis ta ter ni an to.
Dwis.

*grins.. haha.. go racquel!

Do not friggin watch swimfan alone. CREEEPY. I swear! Although Jesse Bradford is kinda hot.. The movie is still creepy. It doesnt end too well.

Anyway, ama go take a shower now. I need one. Haha.

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Wednesday, August 20, 2003

Watched Simone. Hmmm... I remember someone.

Inna's going on her field trip. I mean, Outbound Education tomorrow. Share ko lang.

I feel guilty... a bit. I didn't make anyone a palanca. Mean aggie. Oh no! I'll start doing that now.

Anyhoo, we have a new seating arrangement. I'm in the front row, left aisle. Very convinient huh? Not! Whatever.

Ama go do my palancas na..

*checking out..

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Tuesday, August 19, 2003

What's tagalog for feminist? Oh well.

Today was... alright i guess. Daldal ever nanaman. Laging nasisita. God! I should really work on the not talking to people thing. I'm really bad at that. I even talk when I have nothing to say. Whatever. As if anyone really gives a damn. I should totally shut up.

Just realized how shallow my life is. I've never really felt bliss yet (thankfully) I haven't really been hurt deep enough to make me stop fighting for life. Too much of a cornball for you? Then stop reading! Well, my point is, I still have so much to feel, cry about, laugh about and the sort. It'll all come wont it? I'm not friggin implying that I have never been hurt skin deep cause hell yeah I have. These days, I'm prone to being hurt by friends. I find it hard to make close friends now. For the simple raison d'être that they might leave me. It is very plausible for people near me to give up on me now. (I learned that the hard way.)

And let me fill you in on the emotions you'll have to cope with if ever this happens: (a) annoyance (b) hate (c) guilt (d) deppression (e) losing grip and you end up hating the world. It's not easy. And that's not even half the senitiments I've been mudling through these days.

One advice: Treasure you're friends while they're still there with you. There's never really an assurance they'll stay. You'll miss them greatly.

freak signing off.... aggie

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Monday, August 18, 2003


i hate people. who? it could be you. kidding. ang cold ko.

i felt soooo bad today. i just hate it when people ruin my beanie dancing moods. irita. when i get irritated while in that mood, i get really cranky and down. it sucks. people suck.

teachers dont want me anywhere near eka. why? ask them in their stewardess' uniforms. i'll miss her. *barf alert..

and i also hate people who stick their heads in things they want their heads stuck in. that's just annoying.

anyway, exams are finally over and i realized one thing: during the 3 days we had our exams were the only days i had really good sleep. ironic? nah... i havent seen any of my exams and i really dont mind. im actually straightening myself up, getting ready to fail.

woohoo! we totally found nemo last saturday! woohoo! i love that movie. did you see mike *sovietski (?) swimming at the end? harr. we were totally throwing guffaws during the movie. it was hella nice. (dory reminds me of jian). haha..

here's a detailed shit about what happened last sat:

we went to tina's house (thanks to the two trips from mang rene; alanna's "bestfriend".). after changing there, we dropped alanna to school cause... well, she had to go to laguna (or something). On the first trip to Shangri-la, there was me, Jian, Mants, Joan, Jacque and Bax. We roamed around the place and saw Sir Ron, Sir Jojie and some dude smoking at (whatchamacalit..). Then when the rest of the gang arrived, we ate at Tokyo Tokyo.

After lunch, we took the MRT till Ayala.

We had our picture taken at Gift Gate at Glorrieta. FUN! We were in HOllywood! Haha. Pathetic. It was the only place we could fit in eh. Oh well. How may were we? There was me, Inna, Jian, Janella, Manats, Joan, Tina, Racheal, Diane, Sasa, Jazcque and Bax. There.

Tas we watched Finding Nemo. *huge grin...

Before watching the movie, we went to this Kitkat stall. We were asking around lang. Then this guy suddenly took a picture right when we were turning around na. Then Jian bursted, "Di kame nakatingin. Isa pa!" And the guy did take a picture with us smiling and holding the big Kitkats. Haha. We didnt buy any, though. But I did after the movie. *grins. Nahiya ako eh. Haha.

anyway, tama na muna. continuation next time. I'm tired.

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Sunday, August 17, 2003

oh no! new template. kinda lame and dark cause of the font.. but bear with me. argh..

i have soo much to tell but i cant right now. im sleep already.

btw, my beanie dancing buddy has a blog.. visit! click here. love you tecson! haha..

anyway, ama go now. im hella tired. i miss mama. :c

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Monday, August 11, 2003

please do... haha..

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god.. i feel sooooo mean! *looks in the mirror. harrr... yuck, as if gets ng lahat.. you know what i hate more mispelling the word mycenaean? people. haha.. there goes the evil aggie typing freaking words. ang anathema! naks! word ng classroom. yes, III-8... The Drug Republic. I agree.. kidding! :D ang mean ko talaga. i shall stop. grabe, ang futile(a word picked up from ate alu) ng day. i swear! but then i did get to spend time with jian and them people.. i love those guys and i dont care what people think of us. i just do. once you start hanging out with these people, you'll love them. harr.. parang hindi parin ako persuasive. oh well. as if my words'll actually do any good. ang creepy ng people.. i mean, how they're sick and stuff. share ko lang. i miss eka. ang ironic noh? i mean, i miss her being on line and actually talking to her. duhrr! she's my seatmate lang noh! but parang with the given situation where you have to hang on to whatever you teacher's saying and all the hassles in the world, we hardly ever talk about anything with gist. (not that everything we used to talk about was sensible but.. you know what i mean.) ang fun nung friday!!!! *HUGE grin.. diba princess? diba tiongcy??? wahoo! *oath on the pick room and the 3 beautifully colored flowers (pink, BLUE and yellow). haha.. what else do i have to say? im not loving my life right now.. i actually hate myself right now. i need a break from everthing. pfft.. arg!!!!! *grin.. labooooooo ko. aggie should really stop now. (ang funny in type ng name ko in that context) tsss... me and my big mouth!

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Monday, August 04, 2003

Model: Air Max iD Running Price: $140.00 *gakk* Gender: Female Size: 6 Upper material: Synthetic leather Base color: Varsity Royal Tongue color: University Blue Swoosh color: University Blue Lining color: White Lace color: White Heel counter color: White Midsole color: Varsity Royal Airbag color: White Personal iD color: University Blue Primary iD: AGGIE or these.. Model: Nike Shox R4 iD Running Price: $165.00 Gender: Female Size: 6 Base color: White Accent color: Yellow Zest Column color: Yellow Zest Enter your iD: Aggie or these... Model: Air Pegasus 2000 iD Running Price: $90.00 Gender: Female Width: Narrow Width Left foot size: 6 Right foot size: 6 Base color: White Accent color: Water Toe and heel color: White Side Panel Color: White Swoosh color: Water Swoosh border: Water Lace color: White Midsole color: White Stability: Single-Density Traction: Road (BRS 1000) Personal iD color: Water 10 character iD: AGGIE --> got it here GOD! I've been ranting over this site for the longest time! erg! i want new shoes!!!! freak! i'm still dealing with my ambivalent feelings about this site. god! ang heaven.. but... ang fantasy lang.. rarr.. oh well..

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Sunday, August 03, 2003

We rode into town the other day, Just me and my daddy. He said I’d finally reached the age And I could ride next to him on a horse That of course was not quite as wide We heard a crowd of people shouting, And so we stopped to find out why. There was that man that my dad said he loved. But today there was fear in his eyes. So I said, “Daddy why are they screaming? Why are the faces of some of them beaming? Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe? I’ll bet that crown hurts him more than he shows. Daddy, please, can’t you do something? He looks as though he’s gonna cry. You said he was stronger than all of those guys. Daddy please tell me why, Why does everyone want him to die?” Later that day the sky grew cloudy And Daddy said I should go inside. Somehow he knew things could get stormy. Boy, was he right! But I could not keep from wonderin’ If there was something he had to hide So after he left I had to find out. I was not afraid of getting lost. So I followed the crowds to a hill where I knew men had been killed, And I heard a voice call from the cross And he said, “Father why are they screaming? Why are the faces of some of them beaming? Why are they casting their lots for my robe? This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows. Father, please, can’t You do something? I know that You must hear my cry. I thought I could handle a cross of this size. Father remind me why, why does everyone want me to die Oh, when will I understand why? My precious Son, I hear them screaming, and I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming. But soon I will clothe You in robes of my own. Jesus, this hurts Me much more than You know. But this dark hour I must do nothing Though I’ve heard Your unbearable cry. The pow’r in Your blood destroys all of the lies. Soon You’ll see past their unmerciful eyes. Look there below, see the child Trembling by her father’s side. Now I can tell You why, She is why You must die. *makes you question your morality now, doesnt it? harr.. i feel so left out on things. i sooo love my family..ü i doan know how i'd live without them. well, first we fixed up our little home. then at around 2 or 3, we wen to NKI to visit my aunt. my mom's really getting stressed over her. but i dont blame her. we're worried too. i hope she gets well soon. (andio plasty-something-the same procedure they did for my dad). then we were planning on going to the mall or something, but it was too traffic. we ended up going to mass at claret (my kuya's hs school) and eating at little quiapo. ang fun. we were laughing the whole time. they were making kwento about when they were kids. inna and i were too young then. la lang.. i sooo love my family. i hate losing things. especially people. especially when they're really close yet they seem so far. it's too sad for me.

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Saturday, August 02, 2003

what's with the title? *shrugs* ang lost lang ng star sa template.. haha. what was isupposed to say? uh, sorry for the short posts.. haha. ang NONESENSE.. i have to be doing my school work!!! so.. bye!

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ackk.. it feels like a sunday. wee! hey cammpOt! i finally have an archive! wahoo! check it out! fun fun! ama slip..

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wee! new template! how fun! how frolic! anyhoo, it sooo doesnt feel like a saturday. Gakk! Woke up at noon already without people around the house. Creepy.. I havent seen any of my siblings (exluding inna) today when we were all here last night. I'm not used to being a bum on saturday! I need something to do! Crap. Well, there are a lot of school crud available but duhrr-I soo do not need that. I can't even start my english essay. What's harder? Giving up on someone or having someone else give up on you?

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