Saturday, January 31, 2004
Suicide is almost like daring god to get you out of a miserable state.
I hate talking about death, suicide, abortion, euthanasia and all those miserable dejected crap.
My class (Janella, Cy, Luanne, Kryzelle and I, in particular) got reprimanded by Miss Tidon earlier.. Bwaha
By the way... my class can finally avail of a class free day! Hurrah for my class..
My tito gonna have a bypass tomorrow. It's kinda creepy, you know.
It was super typical of my clan to crowd up my Tito's room at Chinese Gen. Haha. Others were donating blood and others (me, including) were just kinda being pests there. Others had to wait for the next elevator ride pa to get up or down. Haha. I love my family.
Come end of June, we'll be having a major Casanova reunion. :D Haha. Obviously, I'm a huge family person. .. And happy with it..
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Tuesday, January 27, 2004
I feel so freaking bad man!
Rawrrr.. I misplaced the envelope Prin asked me to give to Lessette with money in it. I super can't find it! And since I don't currently have my phone with me, Prin texted me at my mom's phone. My mom thought I borrowed money from Prin. Eh she hates it when I borrow things. Tangina.
Anyway, I sooo don't sound like myself. I'm starting to get really pessimistic and crappy. I hate this.
Sigh.. Nothing like Counting Crow's Colorblind to calm me down. Call me a freak but its true.
Pota! I hate this. Ahhhh!
Cha talaga!
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Sunday, January 25, 2004
Auta miqula orqu
The fair was alright. Had fun but it was hella tiring.
Here are the highlights for the last 4 days:
* New shoes
* One of the best conversations with Kathoy
* One heck of a class salo-salo (melts with the thought of Charmaine's menudo..)
* The carousel ride with class druggies...
* The fashion show with Eka and Cams in it... and Aggie. Haha.
* Sbarro's pizza
* The inflatable thing with barkada
* pictures.. haha
* meeting Erika's boyfriend (and I honestly believe it wasnt the best time)
* The shoe-exchange thing with Calysta
That's pretty much it, I guess..
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Thursday, January 22, 2004
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
*Sigh.. So much has happened. Rawrr... Well, not too much but plenty enough. :)
After school on Friday, Eka, Inna, Janella and I went to Eastwood. *We were all dressed casually since we werent planning on staying late, not that you needed to know.* After changing and grabbing food at McDonald's, we went to where the cinemas were. There were 4 cinemas and 3 of them were showing Lord of the Rings and 1 Kill Bill. We wanted to watch Kill Bill but it was Rated. So we decided to stick with Lord of the Rings, which started already.
Me: Miss, two tickets.
Lady: Nagsimula na po.
Me: It's ok.
Lady: Di na po pwede ulitin.
*The 4 of us silently laughs.
Me: Ok lang.
Then when we got to the entrance, there were these two guys to led us to our seats. Inna and Janella followed the taller guy who turned left while Eka and I followed the shorter one who turned right.. It was soo freaking futile since we all sat together naman. Engots! Haha.
Anyhoo, we were super stuffing ourselves while watching. And we were goofing around with the reclinable seats and the movable arm rest. (That doesnt sound right.)
After the movie, I realized I had a fucking stain in my jeans. Crap. I had to buy new jeans Eka suddenly picked out and explain to the girl why I had to get out of the store wearing the jeans. Yikes...
Then we went to NailTropics where we got pedicure. Two pretty pairs of feet after, we went to Fazoli's to meet Eka's parents and Tata (Eka, tama ba?), who has a new phone better than Eka's. Haha. There were these weird Fitness shit going on there.
Then Eka's mom invited us to walk around shops. Eka's mom got Inna and I anklets. Whoa. We were super gulat when Eka gave 'em to us when we got out of the store. Eka's mom is super cool.
Kuya Abel and Ate Abey met us in McCafe and we went home.
The next day, I woke up with Papa yelling for me to get up.
We watched Lord of the Rings again later that night. I was with Ate Alu, Inna and Ate AK sa Civic. It was super embarassing 'cause non of us had cash so we had to rummage for coins for the Parking Fee. We were 5 bucks short. Aaaah! Good thing we saw Papa and Mama who were almost out na. Rarr...
Then we were supposed to go to Eastwood to grab dinner. Tas they were fighting pa. We ended up eating at Yellow Cab.
Today, people got pissed 'cause I woke up late and we had to catch mass. Had lunch at Rodic's after, went home, said goodbye to Papa, slept, ate and there. :D
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Thursday, January 15, 2004
Exams are finished. :)
I got a f*ckin' 73% in the English Test which was far too easy!!!!! Whatta loser!
I super missed yahoo messenger. Thank God for JR (Kuya's friend who reformatted our computer.).
*Now that we're here... so far away....
Ooh! I finally got the disposable camera developed. BUT... I havent seen em yet. I was supposed to pick em up na but I forgot the stub thing soo... I'll just get em tomorrow. Heehee.
I have lakad tomorrow! *Psyched...
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Saturday, January 10, 2004
I CUT MY HAIR!!!!
No duhrr!
Tres BEAUTIFUL Marias. Haha.
I super love my pretty barkada. :) Haha. They're the only ones who can make me walk from school to Pearl Drive. Seriously. Happy Birthday Tina! I super had fun, although I was in a foul mood at first. I love them!!!! *sigh...
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Saturday, January 03, 2004
It's 2:30 am, school's 1 day away, my stomach's grumbling 'cause I skipped dinner and I'm still awake. :)
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2004| Copied from Abiog
1. What did you do that you'd never done before?
Uhh...
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Nope, not really. And no, it doesnt work too well, so why bother?
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Uh, no. I dont recall anyone giving birth. *shrugs.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yea. Lola and Camille.
5. What countries did you visit?
This year? NONE. *sobs...
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
I want a lot of things I didnt have last year which I still dont have. Its much too long for this.
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory?
This one's hard. I don't keep track of the date. Sorry.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Growing my hair, which I happily cut today. :) It's the longest my hair's ever grown. *Hurrah for me.
9. What was your biggest failure?
These so-called "failures" are the reason why this year's been super lengthy. ... Which pretty much means there are a lot. So... next question please. :)
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Illness? Does brain deficiency count?
11. What was the best thing you bought?
My Nike sneakers. :) I wanted a pair of 'em so much so I got them and now they seriously need to be replaced.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Kathoy.. for being extra patient with one of our teachers. *wink. Guess who.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
I earnestly can't blame any single person except myself. Hackkk.. I sound bitter but no.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Food.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Lots of things.
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
Uh, Freeze?
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?
happier, i think. or was I sadder? I cant tell. Sorry.
ii. thinner or fatter?
Waaaaay fatter! And it sucks...
iii. richer or poorer?
Richer. haha.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
I wish I'd have studied more.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
I wish I'd have spend less of my time on myself.
20. How did you be spend Christmas?
Went home to Irosin. Had dinner with the Dorotan side of the family on the 24th and with the Casanovas on the 25th.
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
Both sadly and happily, no.
23. How many one night stands?
Uh, none. How many'd you expect?
24. What was your favourite TV program?
Lizzie McGuire? Heehee.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Yes.
26. What was the best book you read?
Perks of Being a Wallflower.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Eka. Haha.
28. What did you want and get?
My shoes. And this thing I was wishing to happen, which happened and it wasnt exactly easy.
29. What did you want and not get?
I, first, wanted to patch things up with a friend of mine. Wishing things would go back to normal but that didnt work. Now, things are fine but different.
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
I'm not sure. I watched a lot of movies this year. I managed to watch 22 films in a week! :D (That was during the vacation, of course.)
31. What did you do on your birthday?
It was a school day. My friends gave Inna, Abiog and I a cake and flowers. We had dinner at home with my family. :D
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
My own real credit card.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
Better.
34. What kept you sane?
My family, friends and... alcohol. Haha. Just playing.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Ryan Philippe still. :D
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
A lot.
37. Who did you miss?
A lot. I missed Arlyn, and Jane throughout the whole year. For the latter part of the year, I missed Peachy, Sam, Ivane, Sheila, Abiog, and Anica, to mention a few of them.
38. Who was the best new person/people you met?
Prin, Eka and Kathoy. :D
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.
(1) Don't push yourself into something just for the sake of attachment or whatever.
(2) Don't let a single day pass without doing something that'll make you feel better about yourself.
(3) Be bona fide. Not just about yourself but also with your decisions and how you react upon deciding.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
Life is a road and I wanna keep going. -At the Beginning, Anastasia
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Friday, January 02, 2004
Wee! I'm listening to Psalty!!!! Wahoo! Anyone know him? The talking song book? Heehee. I remember listening to this record every single day when I was younger. *Sigh... And I still manage to blurt out CORRECT parts of the lyrics. Wow. :D Eka! Improving na ko! Haha.
I super miss Bicol. And Cambridge. I've a lot of memories of my childhood now and I'm pretty damn scared of losing them. I mean, I'm not even that old and I've pretty much forgotten huge chunks of my life. What more, now that I'm still growing up? Ackkk... Swear. I honestly cant even unswervingly remember myself 2 years ago. Whatta nerd.
I dont wanna grow up. :|
*Heaven is a wonderful place.
I know this is bad and surprising coming from me but my family's getting annoying. Well, not the whole family but I'm getting tired of them. Especially my siblings. Rawrrr... Is this normal or am I overeacting?
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Thursday, January 01, 2004
I cant say I welcomed the new year entirely well.
Vacation's almost over and I'm suuuuper hating it! Ackkkk!
I was thinking of summarizing what's happened to me this year but... my mind isnt too clear yet. Aren't New Years supposed to bring endless hope? I'm not feeling it yet. But I know somewhere whithin me, there's a small part yearning for that glimpse of hope.
This is pathetic. I'll stop.
CHEER ME UP! CHEER ME UP!
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