Sunday, February 29, 2004
Wee! I just remembered.. The pictures are out. Although I think I look fat, I'll share a few. :D
Woooh. Pretty Barkada. :D
The Republic's Great Facade. Haha. Look how behaved we look! :D
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It amuses me how my mom finds it pleasurable running through my jewelry box; sorting out which go together, throwing out fake ones, finding the right subdivision to put each in, and taking those in need of Ka Oyong's attention. *Sigh. But its not all too fun having an OC mom. I swear. Her standards for clean are way out of my league.
I'm seriously killing my eyes by being a major bookworm. Shitter. Due to my lack of the oh-so-called social life, I've finished 5 books this weekend. Pathetic huh? But you know what's more pathetic? The books I've been reading. Turning Seventeen. Shit. Talk about shallow, dumb things. Ahhhh... Save me before its too late. I even overheard my mom telling my 2 old cousins, aunt and uncle that its weird how other parents fuss other their kids not reading when she's irked about how much we've been reading. Now that's just sick... Haha.
But I love reading. It makes you forget you dont have a life. Haha. Shitter. Leave it to me to make myself look bad. Well, reading takes you to a totally different place. :D Anyway, blame King Open for having us read 30 minutes min per day as part of the school's curriculum. Hah! Tell me about it. We even had about an hour of read aloud. Haha.
I'm simultaneously making a paper thing about Miss De Castro and "blogging". (That sound waaaaay weird!) I just realized that I dont know anything about her. Shitter. Whatta student. I'm kinda making things up and making her look good now. Eka, don't argue... But I think she deserves an overdue praise. :D
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Friday, February 27, 2004
Shit... Eka's super exterminating what's left of my sanity. AHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Here are two extremely lucrative reasons why I'm super loving Eka right now:
(1) She was able to find and download the song I've been singing the whole day. (Which, might I add.. has been pretty much on people's heads. Go figure.) Unsurprisingly for me, I kept singing the same 2-3 lines this morning. Haha. That's a great deal of lyrics coming from me ah. Ask Inna... I have my "one line wonders". Haha. But seriously, though. THANKS EKA! :D
(2) This major alluring picure:
Shitter. Talk about some HOT STUFF!
Anyway, moving away from my undeniable tie with Eka, school's a major pain in the ass right now. Had to take a freaking quiz for practically every subjects there were today. Total Bummer. But I didn't fail anything, so... :D Yay!
The BSA thing's going over the top of my head! I have nothing to wear yet and the barkada and I can't figure out where we're gonna take the afterparty at. Oh yeah! We were planning on getting a room at Makati Shangri-la but the check-in time's at 2. We're most likely be out, getting ready and shit. And we wouldn't be back till late at night. Waste of money?
Tell me.
Inna's out. Shitter. I wanna watch Cold Mountain.
We were
supposed to go to Tagaytay this weekend to celebrate my fat father's birthday. I have no idea what happened but we're not going. Another setback. Damn.
Was supposed to eat lunch with Cams but she got caught up with, *ahem*, a friend of hers. So I ended up munching through a lot of different food inside the room. Cams caught me offguard with a letter and a cinnamon roll after Chem. :D What?!?! Here's one of those times you're sure Camille's truly heaven-sent. :D *Mwah.
This is pretty long now so... Adeiu! (I wanna learn French....Hmmm...)
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Thursday, February 26, 2004
New look! It'll probably be gone in quite a few.
Anyway, I hate my new seat. Me, seated far to the right, exactly beside the teacher's/computer table just doesn't work. I never listen anymore. Crap.
Three weeks until the Batch Social Activity and I still haven't figured out what I'll be wearing. Whatta total shitter.
Poor Eka, she got her foot killed by a monstrous bottle of shower gel shooting down from a headboard. *Sigh... You'll manage dearie.. :D
Hmm... Dearie. Only Eka can make me use that word. Haha.
Got a lot of quizzes to study for.
I'm outtie...
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Saturday, February 21, 2004
Ok... It's 3:00 in the morning and I'm still up waiting for someone to yell at me to hit the sack.
Was supposed to go out with Eka, Syd and Kat last Friday but my parents "needed me home early for a dinner with family friends". Good enough reason... There's more...
I pushed and asked if they could just pick me up on the way to Conspiracy, even as early as half past six. "Galleria's out of the way."
Alright... So I stopped and ended up screwing up everyone's agenda. Dammit.
But you know what??? It would have been better if I'd gotten home earlier. You know why? Reli, our primitive monster truck was getting her rear end repaired in Makati, thus, getting to school at a little past 6!!!!!!!AHHHHHH!!!! My mind was practically blowing off out of fury. *Rawrr...
We were the 1st ones to arrive in Conspiracy. It's a nice place for old people. It was super refreshing to see old faces again. :D My heart suddenly throbbed out of intense longing. Shit. Anyway, the food was fine but I didn't eat much. These 4 women started performing. They were hella good, mind you, but I must'nt forget to add that Conspiracy is a place where Joey Ayala, Gary Granada, Bayang Barrios and the like perform. So you can start imagining me right in front of the stage with weird instruments and hear unillustrous music playing for practically 3 hours. (They played the kulintang! Wooh!)
Got home lookin like I haven't slept in day and found bliss in my bed. :D
Went out with Inna, Tina, Janella, Joan, Sasa, Manats and Diane this afternoon. :D Lunch was taken care of Joan, our latest celebrant. They didnt wanna watch Milan so we ended up mindlessly reacting and screaming at every eerie sound levitation of the Wishing Stairs.
Dammit. Was just running through people's blogs... Ack! I staggered on to these 2 irritating faces. Rawr... You know how they never really did anything to you but you just cant stand their faces especially their attitude? *Bawl...
Okaay... my Ate finally noticed I'm still up and has urged me to go to bed.
May this night (day) be dreamless, pray you. I hate dreaming.
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Monday, February 16, 2004
I'm super hyper!!! Ahhhh!
Well, I had the most fulfilling and sensible
(Must've been, after an hour and a half, tops.) talk with Kathoy during dismissal today. It was actually all passive, so it was a bit more sincere than our "usual talk". She pulled me away from Jian and the others then we started talking. It was
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Saturday, February 14, 2004
Whatta shitter. I'm super pissed. Not at anyone, particularly but I'm pissed.
Punta Fuego was hella fun. The place was amazing.
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Tuesday, February 10, 2004
I cannot believe how much of a Goldfish addict I am.
No, not goldfish fish fish but Pepperidge Farm's Goldfish. *Gone goldfishing...* I swear I love it! I love it! I love it!
Okay... This is bad. My taray-ish mood's in. I just hate show-offs. Bug off if you dont have a point.
I have this thing with keeping things I haven't clearly thought out in my head. Is that bad? Don't worry, I'm nowhere near suicidal. But what's the point in speaking if you can't explain nor defend what your saying?
Anyway, we're planning on going to Punta Fuego on Friday! Wahoo! I'm super excited. *ladida...
I was wearing sandals the whole day in school today. Haha. I guess it kinda looked stupid but... what'd you want me to do?
As you might have read from
Eka's blog, Miss Castilla gave this utterly pathetic dissertation on how, I dunno... She said a lot of inadequate shit to make people listen to her to no avail.
I hate her face. I hate how she embarrasses people in front of the class, thinking she's doing the right thing. I hate how she perpetually talks about what she's been doing in her graduate course in Ateneo, which. I hate how she expects people to think their smaller (figuratively, of course) than her just because she managed to act like a freak in school and finish college.
God, I hate her guts.
I am never gonna be a teacher. I think good teachers and hard to find these days. Its super irritating how a number of teachers are biased on favoritism or whatever it is in their screwed up minds that change your grade.
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Monday, February 09, 2004
What a wasted day. I didnt do anything worth getting up early for. Dammit.
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Saturday, February 07, 2004
February 6, according to my mom is one of her luckiest days. Why? (1) Kuya Abel got an A for his thesis deliberation/defense; (2) Ate Alu arrived at Banana Leaf House with a blue book that had a 95 written all over it; (3) And lastly, Inna and I got our grades, which generally went up.
Because tonight, belongs to us...
I bet it'll definitely will be. I've been sleeping practically the whole day. Seriously.
Inna and I arrived just in time for the gospel during the departamental mass yesterday. How typical of us.(*Our so-called tardies have earned us a B-minus for our conduct already.*) The whole student body was suprisingly behaved. Haha. But there was one huge blunder: Father Bart's phone was ringing during the communion. It was actually funny.
Everyone passed in my class. :D Whatta relief. Consequently, everyone was pretty much up and giddy.
After school, Jian, Tina, Calysta, Janella, Sasa, Alanna, Joan, Inna, Manats and I squeezed into Diane's van to Podium. We had a table reserved at Burgoo. But it wouldnt be ready till 6. We went around and ended up squandering on reloading used power card stuff. It was a childish thing to do but it was still fun. :D
That's what I love about my barkada. We don't go out and party in a bar with boys but we actually just goof around like we do in school. My pretty barkada is truly a diverse group of frenzied imperfections merging in a strong, almost blissful moments of fun. :D I swear, you cannot imagine how much we make fun of each other. But then, the diss is all worth it. *I cannot believe I just said that.*
random pretty picture
another pretty picture of a pretty barkada
After ordering our drinks, Jian and I went out to buy whatever we could afford to surprise our 2 birthday celebrants (Janella and Calysta). We bought them a bouquet of chocolate roses each with a stuffed animal dude. I bought Inna a rose chocolate and a lollipop to go with it. Jian and I pitched in to buy all of them a piece of hershey's kisses. :D What for? For getting high grades. :D Haha. JIan and I were laughing at ourselves nga eh... We had to compliment ourselves and each other for being sweet. Haha. Pathetic.
We found out that Andrea de Rosario, this sexy whatever star was at Burgoo. And, if you happen to overlook that Alanna was with us, you wouldn't imagine we'd be as loud as we were. On Andrea del Rosario's way out, we dared Alanna to ask for a picture with her. And.. yeah, she did it.
We split up after crashing the washroom and Calysta, Jian, Tina, Alanna and I went around the stores trying stuff out without any intention of buying them then and there. Haha. It was all pretty much a huge trip. Haha.
Then we had coffee, courtesy of Calysta's parents, who were with Tabetha. Tina, Calysta, and Alanna went home, leaving me with Jian and the minty coffee stuff Starbucks was giving out.
Mama, Papa, Ate Abey and Kuya Abel had dinner at Banana Leaf House while Jian and I went around the mall. We saw this freaky dude with her grey hair all over the place who was wearing a mini and I think she has a fake leg. It looked wooden and shiny. Then there was this dude who was singing by himself while walking. Haha. I super love Jian! :D
So there... It's almost 2 in the morning. My brother and his friends are outside right now. Lakas ng boses..
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Tuesday, February 03, 2004
3 REASONS WHY WE SUFFER
Finding Pearls in the Dirt of Life
I've got some questions to ask God when I arrive in Heaven.
First of all, I'm going to ask what happened to Judas Iscariot after his suicide. Did he crash land in hell or was he able to repent in the last milliseconds of life?
Next, I'll ask what Noah did with woodpeckers and termites when he loaded them in the ark.
And I'll personally ask Noah why in the world he had to bring cockroaches on boards the ark instead of letting them all drown in the flood.
But naturally, my biggest question will be, "God, why?"
Why so much suffering in this world?
Why so much war?
Why so much disease?
Why so much pain?
Why God?
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