Friday, April 30, 2004

I CAN PLAY THE GUITARRRRR!!! I'm sooo friggin happy and my fingers freaking hurt..

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Thursday, April 29, 2004

Stranger than your sympathy, And this is my apology I'm killing myself from the inside out, And all my fears have pushed you out. And I wished for things that I don't need. All I wanted And what I chase won't set me free. It's all I wanted And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees. Oh yeah, everything's all wrong, yeah. Everything's all wrong, yeah. Where the hell did I think I was? Stranger than your sympathy. I take these things so I don't feel. I'm killing myself from the inside out, And now my head's been filled with doubt. And it's hard to lead the life you choose, All I wanted When all your lucks run out on you. All I wanted And you can't see when all your dreams are coming true. Oh yeah, it's easy to forget, yeah. And you choke on the regrets, yeah. Who the hell did I think I was? And stranger than your sympathy, And all these thoughts you stole from me. And I'm not sure where I belong. Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong And I wasn't all the things I tried to make believe I was. And I wouldn't be the one To kneel before the dreams I wanted And all the talk, And all the lies Were all the empty things disguised as me Yeah. Stranger than your sympathy. Stranger than your sympathy.

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Wednesday, April 28, 2004

You think you're annoying? This seriously bites!


Sing the Batman theme incessantly.

Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip..."

If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others.

Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen.

Speak only in a "robot" voice.

Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly.

Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announcing it's your property. **Eew.. my brother used to do this a lot...**

Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies.

Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up".

Reply to everything someone says with "That's what YOU think!"

Forget the punch line to a long joke, but assure the listener it was a "real hoot".

Follow a few paces behind someone, spraying everything they touch with a can of Lysol.

Practice making fax and modem noises.

Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and copy them to your boss.

Leave your turn signal on for fifty miles.

Make beeping noises when a large person backs up.

Invent nonsense computer jargon in conversations, and see if people play along to avoid looking ignorant.

Erect an elaborate network of ropes in your backyard, and tell the neighbors you are a "spider person".

Wear a special hip holster for your remote control.

Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears.

Give a play-by-play account of a person's every action in a nasal Howard Cossell voice.

To really annoy people, stand on a street corner, pointing a hair dryer at passing traffic, and watch it slow down.

Specify that your drive-through order is "to go".

Holler random numbers while someone is counting.

Take a sock puppet to dinner with you. When the waiter comes to ask you what you want, consult the sock. When the check comes argue with the sock loud enough so everyone can hear you about who will pay the bill, throw him down and say, "Fine you pay!" Then leave.

Haha.

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Tuesday, April 27, 2004

Ooookay.

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Monday, April 26, 2004

Ate AK's graduation yesterday. :D I did her hair 'cause she slacked off reserving a spot at the salon. Look!



She looked pretty. :D But the thing is... She got her dress made and her friend showed up with almost the same dress! Haha.

Goodness! Mock UPCAT and ACET tomorrow. :s Bwaha.

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Saturday, April 24, 2004

Watched Peter Pan earlier. :D Lovin' the movie right now.

I super think Peter Pan's cute. :D He's like, this big, strong, extremely cool boy who sudddenly falls in love. Haha. Gakkk.. Me and my weird fantasies.

Peter Pan's my hero right now. :D

I do believe in faries. I do. I do.

Eeeew.. I'm so weird-I'm grossing myself out. Haha.

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Friday, April 23, 2004

Swabing and drying up the floor due to flooding for the first time can be funny. Extremely comical, even. But by the second time around, you get extremely pissed.
Yeah, another fucking soaker last night. Shit. I wanna move.

Anyway, today's Anica's Brithday. Yay!

I can pick up my contact lens anytime now. Double yay! So, soon enough, I'll be replacing my tired glasses in front of my eyes with twosmall round rubbers which I'll have to stick directly into my eyes. Haha. That sounds gross but I choose to just laugh it off. ;b

Oh my God! I can feel myself gaining weight and more fat in my arms, tummy, legs, and face. Eeeeewwwww. NO! I can't keep myself from eating. It's in me. Crap.

Wait, why do I find it extremely convenient ending my post with Crap?

Ugh, I wont even try figuring that out. Crap

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Thursday, April 22, 2004

It's super weird how things almost never fall on the right time. Just when I started enjoying the review classes despite the grueling exams we take every freaking day, there are only 3 comical days left. And funny as it may sound, I'm gonna miss being late for class

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Monday, April 19, 2004

Ever wondered if your house can really get flooded like how you see them happen in movies? Believe me, they do. First hand experience dude!

As weird as it may sound, I was actually laughing when we arrived from watching Twisted, with the bottom cupboard spitting out water like hell. Haha. It was soooo funny. We were all making piga. Haha.

Sharing.

What else? Tama na.

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Saturday, April 17, 2004

Everyone's leaving. Shit....

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Friday, April 16, 2004

I don't recall ever seeing my brother cry, but I know he does--despite being an older brother, he still manages to be part of humankind.

I don't really remember a lot about my childhood. Being the youngest (well, at least of 'em), you can imagine me looking blank when my other siblings talk about their childhood. Yeah, kinda sucky. Inna and I are the "brats", kinda, among all 6. According to them, we've never been faced with Papa's stringency like they have. But I do remember a few events, like how I cried like hell when our front door ate up my finger, how Mama would never allow us to just down the street unaccompanied, how Papa would say yes to everything you ask him when he's in his office and how funny Kuya Abel looked in a skirt (wink).

Anyway, that's beyond my point. On my first year in Cambridge, I stayed in a 2-bedroom apartment with Papa, Mama, Inna and Kuya Abel. He slacked off a year in college to live with us at Peabody Terrace. :D I remember him looking all slick with his big clothes and hardened spikes. We shared doing chores. He and Papa would play their rock-paper-scissors-shoot variation to determine who's gonna be wasing the dishes. Inna and I were stuck to tidying up the table. I also remember how he'd run all the way across the coutyard to the laundry room in his shorts and slippers during the winter with all the dirty clothes.

The year after that, Kuya Abel and Papa left, leaving Mama, Inna and me in a 1-bedroom apartment at a different building in Peabody Terrace. It was then that we started hearing about him courting some girl. Primary reaction: Yeah, right! Hahahahahaha!

I needed not only to get used to being in high school in St. Paul but also to the thought of my annoying kuya with a girl. It was so weird. They had the switching of the cell phone thing going on and it was soooo ugh. But we all kinda just got accustomed to the whole idea. After getting to know each other, her calling my parents Mama and Papa, her coming with us to Tagaytay..... and definitely a lot more, I didn't just get used to her being around--I've grown to love her and her presence.

With the pumped up blue pride, Kuya Abe and Ate Abey graduated this year. Having the power to decide on her citizenship, everyone agreed that it'd be better that she choose to be an American. There'd be more ahead of her there.

That pretty much brings us where immeasureable tears are inevitable.

Kuya Abel brought Ate Abey and her family to the airport. When he arrived, Mama asked him if he cried. He claims to have gotten something on his eye. Yeah, that's my kuya.

Ever since Ate Abey left, he's been sorta more malambing. He hugs more and he actually let my ates kiss him. There was even a time when he suddenly pinched my cheek. *Sigh... But then everyone's way more patient and malambing to him too.

Anyway, there... my story ends there.

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Monday, April 12, 2004

I had super fun this holy week. :D

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Sunday, April 04, 2004

I'll be driving (well, riding's more like it) to Bicol in a few. They're just fixing up and shit. We're taking the pick-up, unfortunately, and the ASSo. (Dog). Haha. Well, what can I say? He's an ass. He pisses all over the house and steps on it. The little ASSkal. *glares... Yeah, I'm not exactly dog-friendly.

Anyhoo, I got a surprising call from Kathoy just a few minutes ago. Just had to talk to her. *wink..

There. I'm off. Be back in a week. :D I'll be swimming with whales. :D Seriously. Haha.

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Thursday, April 01, 2004

Guess who was late for the lousy recognition this morning? Moi. Yeah, no one can stop me. *evil grin.. Haha.

My grades are so-so. I wasn't really expecting anything. I have one freaking comment though, Chem sucks. Haha. Talk about bitter. There. I got the lowest mark for Sir Ron's friggin' Chemistry.

Anyway, moving on and away from Chemistry, I slept through a short part of The Passion of Christ. *Hides in embarassment* I couldn't help it eh. I lacked sleep the previous night, ok? But the movie is seriously moving. I was gasping practically the whole time man! Well, it was either that or I had my hand held up in front of me. You could honeestly feel His pain. All the pain on Jesus' part and suffering on Mary's got me teary-eyed. Crap

Ate Alu asked me type this long whatever for her just now; Judicial Ethics or something. Talked about what gets a lawyer suspended/disbarred. Haha. "For a lawyer must be a disciple of truth." Hah! Yeah right! Try murdering someone and get yourself the best high-paying lawyer to twist up some story to get you out of trouble. Haha. You know what? Never mind... Don't do that. *wink...

I promised myself I'd sleep early tonight-it's more than hell not working. I should stop making promises to myself. They seriously just don't work and I end up feeling bummed.

It was sooo gross this morning-I was super kinikilig. FOR NO APPARENT REASON. I just felt super overwhelmed with loving. Haha. GROSSS. I can't believe I'm saying this. Blech.. Spit on me now. Haha.

I'm out. Gotta hit the sack. :D

And as crazy as this may sound... No, I'm still not in love. Bwaha.

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