Friday, May 28, 2004
Dropped by Eka's house tonight. :D It was super traffic, coming from Makati. Rarr... We left the Equitable Bldg (where we were prior to my visit) at a bit past 5 and we finally found Eka's house at around 7. We got super lagpas... Kasi naman noh! Walang ilaw ang Metrobank pare. HINDI. MAKITA. Haha.
Ooh! Here's something funny pa.. When we got to the Village Gate, we asked the guard how to get to something corner something (Haha.). And you know what the friggin guard told us?? "Uh, diretso po kayo, tapos meron po dung village map." Pucha.. Nice! Haha. Sarap sagasaan.
Eek! It was actually funny 'cause I was on the phone with Eka practically the whole time from the gate to her house. Try this:
Aggie: Yeah, then what? Wait, 1st dead end palang.
Eka: Turn right. Then at the end of the that street, may dead end ulit.
Aggie: Right ulit dun?
Eka: *Laughs* Eh isa lang naman daan dun eh.
Bwaha..
And there were a lot of these:
Eka: Dinaanan nio na yung inaayos na bahay?
Aggie: Yup. Eew! Ampanget! Haha
Eka: Straight lang..
Aggie: Eto na.. Uh, may mga nag-iinuman?
Eka: Aba malay ko!
Haha.
And she was trying to show me this banyo bahay na may tiles sa labas. Shieyt. Whatta house man!
Haha. Anyway, there. Share ko lang.
Ooh! And! I'm super full. Shieyt.
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Thursday, May 27, 2004
Eeeeh. Next time, please remind me not to watch Making the Movie again. Agh. I watched their episode for Shrek, which got me all psyched to watch the movie but the showed everything there. It was like Making the Movie without the interviews and all the shown fotages in chronological order. **Bakit kaya???** Haha.
Anyway, there. Shitter. One movie scratched out of my list. :D Woohoo!
Oh my god! Anyone wanna donate P1100 to a poor, young girl named Aggie? I super wanna watch Black Eyed Peas' concert. Boohoo. It's on saturday na. Agh. *Prays for a miracle.*
It was my parents' 25th wedding anniversary yesterday. Bummer though, 'cause Papa's in Iloilo. Mama followed tonight. We heard mass at the UP Chapel, where they got married, then we had dinner at Chocalate Kiss. Wooh. Lovely place. We had 24 white roses and 1 red rose planted (well, not literally) on top of my mom's bed, had the aircon on, music playing and a candle burning. Kuya Migs was standing guard outside the room, with the video camera and read to call Papa. Goodness gracious! It was so typical of my mom to stay downstairs and clean up. It took her forever to get there! Haha. But it was all worth it 'cause once she got there, we all rushed into the small door and yelled "Surprise!". Haha. My mom cried. :) Yeesh, I love my parents. They've seriously been through a lot. I wanna get into a marriage like theirs. Fudge, Tito Benny was making kwento about how mad they were. Haha...
Ooh! I might go to the beach this weekend! If I get allowed, that is. :D Yee! I'm soo psyched! Batangas!!! :D Wooh! With my katriplet.. Haha. Guess who. ;b
Anyhoo, there. :D
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Tuesday, May 25, 2004
Call me a freak, nerd, git, dork, geek, whatever. I'm bored and I'm reading the whole Harry Potter series all over again. Haha. I'm on the 4th book. :D Shitter. I'm a self-proclaimed mad man! Hell, I don't care much about anything nowadays.
Ooh! Yeah, last Sunday was Ate Maya's grad, so we had dinner at Red Crab, the one in Greenbelt. My family took up almost a third of the place! Haha. Wee! Crabs! Haha.
Then, while having dinner, they were planning another dinner out for Monday (yesterday) 'cause it was Dyoklan's birhtday. So there. We ate at Conggo Grill yesterday but... here's the catch: the birthday celebrant wasnt there, but her mom was. Haha. Whatta weird familiy. We were all eating extremely fatty food. I wont be surprised if my whole family collapsed due to too much cholesterol. Agh. I love my family :D
Rarrr.. I'm sooo fucking hungry.
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Sunday, May 23, 2004
Shitter.
Cold air rushes in and leaves me burning. I tremble. I sweat. Confusion creeps in, stepping into the shoes of lucidity. Slowly, everything goes blank. I stop thinking. Blocking every emotion as I enjoy the friggin moment of blissful void. And like an unwelcome guest in ecstacy, I dropp back to my lair; confused like hell.
I know, I'm being praning. Shit. I know I'm really not supposed to be but I can't help it.
The fear's coming back. Despite my gruelling struggle not to sound like a huge drama queen, my efforts are hella futile. I end up squishing my brain and I give in to the urge to hit myself in the head. Haha. Whatta fuckin loser. Anyway, agh. Akin to my thing with hating ketchup, I also have a thing with losing people. Seriously. I'm not just saying this.
You know how you get scared that you lose things just 'cause you're put in a different environment, or because you get frightened that some terrible thing happens again? Yeah.
Just so you dont get totally weirded out by my friggin thoughts, this is a specific case and I really do not wanna expand.
Crap.
Anyway, I don't wanna sleep all gloomy and shit so...
List of things I love.
I Love Movies.
10 from a list of a million
* TROY
* Dirty Dancing 2. Havana Something.
* Cruel Intentions
* Peter Pan
* Legally Blonde
* Pirates of the Carribbean
* Lord of the Rings
* American History X
* The Matrix
* Star Wars
I Love Books.
* Harry Potter
* The Da Vinci Code
* Roll of Thunder, Hear My Cry
* The Perks of Being a Wallflower
* Like Water for Chocolate
* All American Girl
* Finishing Beca
* Ella Enchanted
* The Giver
* Chronicles of Narnia
I Love My Hot Guys. Haha.
* Ryan Phillippe
* David Beckham
* Diego Luna
* Eric Bana
* Orlando-fucking-Bloom!
* Collin Farrell
* Tom Welling
* Hugh Grant
* ???
Shitter. It's 4 in the morning already. Sleep tight.
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Saturday, May 22, 2004
Shit. I hate how you left me scared and vulnerable.
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And, again... Happy superbirthday superjude :D
Haha. I'd better stop before it gets irritating.
Anyway, due to my lack of responsibility and me being too young to drive a car, I didnt get to pick the prom pictures up at Aves' house today. Agh. School year's over and I still can't get this class rep thing right. *Sighs...
Ooh... I feel extremely talkative (thoughtful??? haha) right now so I'd better start with major kwentos. Haha.
And guess where I start? Erika's friggin' party bash. Haha. So there.. I woke up at 10 with around 5 messages from Gen, asking if I was awake already and what time I could pick her up in McDonalds here in Katipunan. We said we'd have a movie marathon till it was actually time to leave for Eastwood. Hah! Whatta movie marathon, we ended up watching The School of Rock. Yeah, so much for a marathon. Haha. Oh yeah, we got to watch 3 episodes of Sex and the City (friggin 2nd season pa. haha.). And we watche Making the Movie: Shrek 2. Then we bummed on the computer. And before we knew it, it was around 5.
Then we decided to catch a movie to kill time (and we just mainly desperately wanted to watch Shrek 2. Haha.) and Eka and Tara were there already. It was mga 530 yata when we got there and the dude wouldnt let us buy friggin tickets 'cause the movies's already started. So we decided to hang around Starbucks near the movie house. Then just when we were deciding on what to order, and not having had the time to worry about what the hell we were gonna do there until 8, Eka and Tara suddenly popped out of nowhere. Haha. After 2 trips to the same bathroom in over 8 mins, Tara's "Ano buzz"es were getting into my head. Haha. We met Jeramy (one of Eka's kabarkadas) at the bigger Starbucks then we ended up murdering our pizzas at Fazoli's.
Fast ForwardWe were outside Fazoli's na, this time, which has an amazing view of the stage for the Sun Cellular concert thing. Yay! More people arrived. We saw sina Ayesa and Monique there (all of whom we ended up dancing with, bwaha.). So there. The concert started, along with the drinking and popping in and out of the crowd 'cause we'd always have this urge to get wild but we'd realize that we were the only crowd getting all crazy so we'd go back to our table. Haha.
After a few bottles of non-intoxicating drinks, we actually harbored enough people and the music was on to start dancing. Haha. There was this guy who went up the stage and he wouldnt freaking go down. Haha. Then Eka went up the stage. Oh yeah! Guess who shaked major ass? Haha. Love yah Eks. :D
Then... I had to leave. Bummer. I missed Southborder's performance. Shitter. There.
I'm sorry my kwento doesnt sound all that fun. Haha. Shit. I just wanted to write something to remember a super fun day by. These are one of those days you just wont risk forgetting, you know? Haha.
I wast seriously planning on writing a hella lot more but the lenght of this entry'd be overwhelming so I'll save those thoughts for next time. :D
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Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Ack. I haven't been feeling like myself lately. *shrugs... Dunno that or somewhere near that crap.
Anyyyywayyy... Inna and I are getting same school shoes this year. Haha. Pang-asar A lot of people who don't know us well enough look at our shoes for distinction eh. Bwaha. Suffer. Joke. Irritating thing is, though, Inna bought her already but mine has to get picked up at Greenbelt 3 pa today. Fuckin' different shoe size. Rarrr...
Agh. I've lost hope. *Sigh. My dream of flipping a phone to catch a call is devasatated. *sobs... Ack. Just kidding. I guess I gotta lower my dream a notch down. Agh.
How's it gonna be?
Superjude's superbirthday is 2 superdays away! :D
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004
Agh. Lala and Pia are in Lipa. Craaap. They left this morning. Whatta bore. They're gonna be back on Wednesday and on for take off (again) on Friday for Bicol.
Speaking of Bicol, the unnerving strom tore off our banghouse's (guesthouse-ish kinda kubo thing) roof. Scary. There's no electricity, no signal for cell phones and the home lines' been disconnected. Talk about a mad journey to the years of yore. Haha. *eek. Good thing I'm not there.
Anyway, I'm freaking listening to Third Eye Blind on a headset with a built-in mic 'cause Kuya Abel plugged it into video and I really dont feel like screwing with it right now.
I want something else, to get me through this semi-charmed kinda life.
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"Terrorism," the professor had lectured, "has a singular goal. What is it?"
"Killing innocent people?" a student ventured.
"Incorrect. Death is only a byproduct of terroristm."
"A show of strenght?"
"No. A weaker persuasion does not exist."
"To cause terror?"
"Concisely put. Quite simply, the goal of terrorism is to create terror and fear. Fear undermines faith in the establishment. It weakens the enemy from within... causing unrest in the masses. Terrorism is not an expression of rage. Terrorism is a political weapon. Remove a government's facade of infallibility, and you remove it's people's faith."
Loss of faith...
MORE.
Have you noticed how a lot of questions are barged in unmercilessly to the Catholic Church? Well, Dan Brown surprisingly made a quite resilient counter-attack. (This may be quite long.)
Science may have alleviated the miseries of diseaseand drugery and provided an array of gadgetry for our entertainment and convenience, but it has left us in a world without wonder. OUr sunsets have been reduced to wavelenghts and frequencies. The complexities of the universe have been shredded into mathematical equation. Even our self-worth as human beings has been destroyed. Science proclaims that Planet Earth and its inhaitants are a meaningless speck in the grand shceme. A cosmic accident. Even the technology that promises to unite us, divides us. Each of us is now electronically connected to the globe, and yet we feel utterly alone. We are bombarded with violence, division, fracture, and betrayal. Skepticism has become a virtue. Bynicism and emand for proof has become enlightened thought. Is it any wonder that humans now feel more depressed and defeated than they have at any point in human history? Does science hold anything sacred? Science looks for answers by probing our unborn fetuses. Science even presumes to rearrage our own DNA. It shatters God's world into smlaller and smaller pieces in quest of meaning... and all it finds is more questions.
...You have won by so radically reorienting our society that the truths we once saw as signposts now seen inapplicable. Religion cannot keep up. Scientific growth is exponential. It feeds on itself like a virus. ... The rift between us grows deeper and deeper, and as religion is left behind, people find themselvees in a spiritual void. We cry out for meaning. We see UFOs and, engage in channeling, spirit contact, out-of-body experiences, mindquests-all these eccentric ideas have a scientific veneer, but they are inashamedly irrational. They are the desperate cry for the modern soul, lonely and tormented, crippled by its own enlightenment and its inability to accept meaning in anything removed from technology.
...Religion is flawed, but only because man is flawed.
Rest your eyes, jude. Haha. Whatta loser. I actually typed that much for a quote. Haha. There's more though... Read Angels and Demons by Dan Brown. It's a bit harsh and gory but... I havent finished eh. Haha. So I cant really tell. But so far, interesting enough.
Ooh, and Brown has this thing with Father-Daughter relationships. On all 4 books I've read that's written by him, this theme pops out. Sharing...
Okay, I can only imagine how much space this is taking up on by page.
Superjude's superbirhday is 4 superdays from now. :D
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Sunday, May 16, 2004
Okay, how do I freaking start this? Hmmm...
I missed this computer sorely during the weekend. But then there was shopping and eating to take it's place, so, I survived. Haha.
Shopping was amazing. We went to this flee market and it was freaking wild! Haha. My craze for skirts was eating me up and poushing my impulse to splurge on all of my money on them. It was freaking crazy. Haha.
The flee market was HUGE. I was doing my shopping with Kuya Migs and Inna, mostly, and we kinda got lost together. Haha. We got pushed out into the parts of the market with dried fish, DOGS, furnitures... everything. Bwah. Good thing Kuya Migs has a navigational instict a bit sharper than mine. (Yeah right, Aggie.) Haha.
Thailand surprisingly has over 55,000 buddhist temples. Whoa. The temples are wonderful. And their crowned prince is around 40 years old. Some prince, huh? Haha. There's this stretch of road in Bangkok with huge portraits of the queen, who kinda looks like Miriam Defensor-Santiago, so it wasnt all pleasant to be seeing for quite a while.
Oh my God! This is funny... Since my dad has this thing with *ahem* "adventure", we tried walking to MBK, this mall in Bangkok, from our hotel. Then there was this guy who told us that the mall was closed for the day 'cause the King was coming. Shit. Whatta lie man! Wala naman. Bwaha..
Mama got us into this dinner cruise Saturday night, which was adorable. The food was pretty good, we were on the top deck, and right in front of the so-called performers who sang karaoke songs the whole night. Crap. Couldnt they just put a cd on? But then it was still fun. The view was lovely. *sigh. Bummer though, cause both our cameras went dead. Shitter. No pictures.
Sorry, this entry's going on super randomly. No sense of order whatsoever between the paragraphs, so, bear with my lask of series. *wink...
I realized that there is this one place other than Neverland where I'm not freely allowed to grow up... My Family. It's this unspoken deliberation that Inna and I stay the familiy's baby. Despite the abesence of Peter Pan, though, there are 8 more than wonderful people to spend my present upbringing with. But quite frankly, I'm torn in between liking it and hating it. *shrugs...
Oh yeah, and last night, by reason of Mama's orders, Inna, Lala and I were seated down with our UP application forms. It was Focus-something-something. First choice: Diliman; Business Administration and Political Science. Second Choice: Manila; Organizational Communication and Development Studies. It actually felt weird. I felt formative years in abyss. Crap.
Oh yeah.. Kuya Abel kicked me out of the computer last night 'cause Ate Abey was online. They had the whole webcam-mic thing going on, it was funny. Kuya Abel was kinda lying low on his schmaltzyness 'cause, as he was saying, "the whole word was watching". Haha. In this room, there is no known privacy. Haha.
Ooh! Pia's here :D Yay!
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Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Cool. Blogger's beter! Yay! :D
Anyway, in the last 24 hours, I've managed to do 2 things I've never done before.. But then I shouldn't be posting things like that in here. Bwah...
What else? Oh yeah, I've also realized how lucky I am with my friends. Haha. Loooove em. Seriously.
I finally understand Van Helsing. Haha. Hurrah for me! Kathoy called me at around 12 today, which got me out of my bed.
Me: (bangag) Hello?
Kathoy: Aggie! May lakad ka today? I'm in Ateneo.
Me: Huh? What? I'm still in bed.
Kathoy: Punta ko dyan ah! Dali!
Me: What? Agh... Fine. I'm up.
So I washed my face and went downstairs to wait for her. She arrived with a bag of Mcdonalds. After the normal greetings, Kathoy was like, "Oh, game! Let's go to greenbelt! I suuuuper have to watch TROY Bilis! My treat! :D" My face was screaming shock, jude. Rarr. Then she got me into asking permission from my mom. My mom said yes then I was out of the house. :D Yay!
Then we went to SM in Makati, which, I might add, is surprisingly clean, spacious and nice :D Haha. Cheap stuff pa. Haha. I am sooo going back there. **Christmas-tipid-shopping** Haha. Then we went to Greenbelt 3 na. Turns out that Kathoy thought today was May 13th-when Troy was coming out. Rarrr.. Haha. She was soooo stunned. Haha. We ended up watching Van Helsing. Haha.
There. Then we went to McDonalds, the one near Greenbelt 1 'cause that's where she was getting picked up. We just used the banyo then we sat outside, beside Ronald McDonald :D
That's what I super love about Kathoy. She can bring me everywhere anytime and I wont have doubts that I'll have fun and have someone sensible to talk to. :D *gigil* Love you Kathoy! :D Muah.
I might go out with Eka pa tomorrow, if I get allowed. Haha. Craaaapppp.. I wanna see your freaking dark face again Eka! Haha. *muah. Happy, jude :D
We're going to Bangkok this Friday, I think. Yay! :D Family time :D
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Sunday, May 09, 2004
One of these days, I'll be one of those card dealers at the Casino. Haha. In my pathetic attempt to get myself preoccupied, I pick up the damned deck of cards and start shuffling them until I think up of something better to do. Gawd. Talk about something dismal. Haha.
Anyway, Pacquiao lost. Sayang.
At first sign of sleepiness, I bit and gave in. And what tiime was that? Seven-fucking-am. Haha. Lala retired an hour earlier. It was super funny nga 'cause we were super up and giddy. Haha. Here's a scene:
In on the computer, Lala's in bed, the lights are still open.
Me: Oh my God! Oh my God! Lala!
Lala: *laughing* What?
Me: The sun's out na!!! Haha..
Lala: *laughing harder* Shit! Onga! Haha.
Me: Ahhh! Oh my God! There's a dude walking out na! Haha
Lala: Oh no! Onga eh.
Haha. There lang. Scary pa 'cause at half past 6, I was hearing sweeping sounds for the neighbor na. Haha.
Then Inna woke me up at 12:30 'cause Cheetah-freaking-Girls are on. Haha. That movies' freaked. Haha. Lame-oh! Haha.
Crap. I super haven't been doing anything but eat. I eat when I'm bored. And since there's nothing to do, boredom is inevitable. Thus, eating is a part of me. Haha.
What else do I rant about? Oh yeah, Happy Mother's Day Mommies :D
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Saturday, May 08, 2004
Putang ina. This is soooo freaking weird. It's almost 6 in the morning, the sun's up, I see people walking outside already and I haven't slept. Shitter. You know what's worse? I've been kinda being senti ***gagsss*** and reading these emails from this *Ahem* history. Haha. Gawd. I can't believe I can spare a laugh at such time of irony. Rarrr.. Anyway, there, I was kinda "reminiscing" but not really 'cause I don't miss it more than I do. Gets? There. But its super weird how the music that comes out of my shuffled Media Player playlist super gives back memories. Pucha.
This is a super weird moment for me right now. Haha. I can't wait until sleepiness crashes in. *Sigh..
Fuck! I'm senti early in the morning and I'm honestly scaring myself. I'm actually listening to Michael Johnson. *I'll always love you..* Mad shitter.
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new test.. haha. fucking boredom.. click me
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The last two days, excluding today, has been super fun and fast.
Last Thursday, Paolo dropped by and got us walking to McDo and Starbucks in our freaking pambahays. Goodness! Haha. We met up with Enzo and his cousin then we hung around my place. Then Beatot arrived 'cause she was sleeping over. We decided to go to Bea's (a different Bea) house which is just around the block. We just sat around and talked there. AFter a lot of laughing and a cup of coke, we headed back home. A bit after 10, the guys left for "Mt. APO" and we started striking on our closet, packing and leaving it super messed up until now. Haha.
And due to Ate Maya's demand that I wait up for her 'cause she needed to give me notes on what I needed to do for the enrollment, including filling out a freaking bank cheque, I was up until 3 am.
Early the next morning, Paul and Bang picked us up. We arrived at Punta Fuego mga 9:30. We stayed at Terrazas; same place I went to with Cy, Syd, Kat, Inna and Janella. But this time we had to pay for entrace, which was inclusive of the lunch. I didnt get too burned though. I was hiding from the sun from time to time 'cause it was too freaking hot. Swear. Haha. Sucks, though, cause I didnt get a hena. Rarr... Haha. The sand was freaking burning pa. Haha. But I had fun... I adore they're washroom! Haha. :D
Inna, Lala, Beatot, Carissa and I went to Eastwood afterwards, beach attire, huge bags and all. Haha. Can I just say OUT. OF. PLACE.? Haha. We met people there and it was super cool 'cause I originally cancelled on Eka 'cause I thought I wouldnt be back for it. But it turns out that Eka's cousin was just leaving when I got there so I met up with her. It was surprising how I managed to hold up her craving for a shot of Bailey's for long. Haha. But then I gave in. Haha.
Eka brought us home at around 10:30. I withdrew from the day after Mickey Dee's, super kwentuhan, internet, and tv at around 3.
Twelve hours after, I woke up. Haha. It's 1 in the morning and my body's screaming 9. Haha. I really should get this sleeping habit fixed.
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Thursday, May 06, 2004
I'm getting butterflies in my stomach. I dunno why. I feel happy but I dont.
Crap. Why can't we just simply be happy or sad or freaked or something?!?!?!?!?!?! Who the hell said you can feel two opposing emotions at the same time???
*Sigh.. I'll just shake this off.
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Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Saw Eka's blog. Craaaap. She and Lawrence super amaze me. They're both always making up things to make each other happy. Hayy.... I kinda feel pathetic, yet totally indifferent about being such an avid bystander of what's happening to them. Craaap.. Kinda screams "Get A Life Aggie!", doesn't it? Haha.
Anyway, guys... If you're hella bored and you just wanna prove you're a good friend, you might wanna click this :D Haha. Thanks much. *glares* Don't fail! Haha. *wink*
Good thing I had fun today, cause I weirdly deflated my thousand bucks to nil. Yeah. Sucks, doesn't it? What's with all the spending? Here's a list of the things I had to pay for:
1. Cab (From Katipunan to Greenbelt 3, with Inna and Lala): approximately P200
2. Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen: P150 *I suggest you just wait for it to come out on video city or just score a fake dvd-yeah, NOT. WORTH. IT.*
3. Bottled water: P25 *Haha. Fuckin detailed.
4. White Mocha Frap and Cheetos: around P120
5. Cab (Greenbelt to Corinthian Gardens, A-L-O-N-E. haha): P110 yata
6. Cab (Corinthian Gardens to Greenbelt, A-L-O-N-E. again): P110 din yata..
7. Van Helsing:P130 (*movie started at 8:50. I got there at 11:00 soo... go figure.*
There... I can't remember what else.
More! Here's a list of the people I saw today: (1) JIAN!!!!:D , Manats, Diane, Janella, Joan, Sasa; (2)Ayesa and Trissy; (3)Myka and Nico; (4)PRIN!!!:D; (5) Paolo, Enzo, JR. :D Yay! I'm a happy little BROKE girl. Haha. ;b
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Sunday, May 02, 2004
IDEAL GUY... *Eek.. I can't believe I'm answering this.. Haha.
PHYSICAL
hair color:
*uh, nothing in particular...
eye color:
*deep, dark eyes or super light, magical eyes :D
height:
*TALL!!!
six pack:
*why the hell not? haha.
piercings:
*preferably none. but i can take one in the ear. ;b
scars:
*uh, whatever...
big butt or little:
*B-I-G. haha. just kidding. iont care...
straight teeth, gap, or braces:
*straight :D
outgoing or shy:
*shy at first but fun to hang with later on.
sarcastic or sincere:
*both. haha.
should he/she have a best friend:
*does that actually matter?
should he have a lotta of guy/girl friends:
*uh, suuuure. :D
should he love his mother:
*heck yea! sensitive! haha. but seriously, yea... adorable. haha.
should he watch girl movies/chick flicks:
*yeah, with me :D and he doesnt neccesarily have to enjoy it.
WOULD HE...
be smart:
*YES.
funny:
*yeah...
be sweet:
*sweet enough, but not too much...
be a smoker:
*as much as possible, no but... *shrugs...
drink:
*yeah, i can handle that. ;b
play with your hair:
*huh? ok... what the hell???
kiss on the first date:
*uhmmm.....
bring you flowers: (4 girls)
*awww.. that's sweet :D
lay under the stars with you:
*shit! may stars pa ba? haha. sige, hanapin namen ung sirius! haha.
write poetry about you:
*uh, not really.
call you honey, sweetie, or baby:
*pwede... but DO NOT freaking call me babe.. eeeewww...
hang out with you and YOUR friends:
*heck yea. and he should be fun while with my friends. :D AND! he should get along with inna. ;b
walk you to the door :
*yesssss...
hold your hand:
*yea. haha.
sing to you:
*eeek...
WOULD His/HER INTERESTS BE:
soccer: HELL YEAH! and he's gonnna teach me how to kick the freaking ball! haha.
baseball: yeah.
basketball: he should at least know how to play. haha.
football: yea.
waterpolo: yessss.. uhhmmm... bket kaya? haha
surf: stig. that'd be cool.
skateboard: ok lang...
snowboard: shit! yeah. i wanna be a snowboarder din. haha.
singing: uh, not too much..
play guitar: almost every guy plays the guitar...
play piano: ok lang...
play drums: cuuutieeee...
dance: stig! yeah!
clean his/her room: yeah.
paint, draw, sculpt: uh, no, not really.
writes his own music: ok lang..
FINAL QUESTION:
Does he exist at all??
Nice comeback dude.. Iont know. Haha. *Dreams....
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Saturday, May 01, 2004
Come, Aggie, you've been too happy.
Okay, two minutes after my last entry and I just feel fucking naive. How the hell can I see the world in colors when the eyes I'm using are of imperfection? I feel stupid. There are people I know who are a lot better than me yet they think they're not enough, or something. They can't appreciate what's theirsl; And here I am rejoicing at every small thing that comes my way. I end up screwed anyhow. If it ain't what came, it'd be me who'd screw me up.
You know what, just don't even try seeing through me. You'll find crap.
crash. drizzle. frost.
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Cry, eye, cry...
Crap. I wanna cry but I can't 'cause I dunno what to fuckin' cry about.
I just realized that waiting, thus, trying my freaking patience, with Friendster actually pays off. All the testimonials, though not all are true, says good things about me. But apart from the fact that you know some of them are crap, they still manages to sweep me off my feet and make me feel super blessed.
That's practically all I've been praying to God about. Thanking him. For Everything. I know it sounds as if its all a freaking mock-up of a martyr but I really do feel lucky; about a lot of things. He listens to my prayers despite my faith's inconsistency, and that kinda makes me feel screwed.
Anyway, I wasnt planning on professing my so-called faith in God, so...
crash. drizzle. frost.
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I saw the light. When I opened up my eyes I saw the light.
Inna sings with me...
After about 3 seconds..
Inna: "Shit! Di light! SUN!"
We both laugh. Then sings
I saw the sun. When I opened up my eyes I saw the sun.
Ooookkkay. After mga 2 mins... SHIT! SIGN PALA!
Haha. Shit. Good thing Eka's away from her computer right now. She's gonna make fun of me for the looongest time now. Haha.
Yeah, magkapatid nga kame..
crash. drizzle. frost.
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